To my credit, I have spent the majority of my life with no one to instruct me even if I'd wanted to be instructed. And there could be very real consequences if I play with it too much.
[ maybe YOU should care, kaeya? she knows vanilla enough by now to wonder if this is probably not normally information he would divulge? Good to know her suspicions were right, though. ]
... That was one of the first typical symptoms, yes.
[ A topic even this one wants to avoid.... Human experimentation, is it? ... Well if any parent would allow something like that to be done to their baby, it would be a Khaenri'an. ]
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[Not something he should be honest about but who fucking cares?]
That may be the nature of this right eye of mine.
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... That was one of the first typical symptoms, yes.
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[He doesn't care about secrets anymore because he already hit the point of despair. The armour of lies turned out to be as useful as tissue paper.]
Well, it's up to me to destroy myself before I go too far, I suppose.
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[ somehow that just makes her more fond. ]
Relax. You've got a long time left before it advances.
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Very well. I won't pry into it.
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She doesn't suggest this, though. He clearly has enough worries on his mind. ]
So.
[ returning to his current activities, ]
If you never bothered to practice this before--why now?
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Ardyn was fun, and now he's gone. So what do I do with myself?
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I'm sure a resourceful man such as yourself can find a new source of entertainment. There's no shortage of captives here.